remmember this line by my sis sharina " semua orunk ade masalah,ct...bukan ct sorang jew ade masalah "...i will oweys remember that...i keep those "things" inside...trying to be more strong than ever...triyng to keep "things" for myself...even indeed,there is so much pain n suffer..living inside
alone...

i had the most problematic day todae...
but i reckon i have known this darkligh for so long..
eeven if i tell sumone..
there is no change...
there is only sympathy..
and things will burdening people
wasting people time...

nothing that i would gain...

i oweys think that
i could be strong...
stronger than never..
i hesitates, im still a little girl...
still searching for a light to cross the dangerous path...

i might be alone in this world of my own...
because there is no answer...
for the much "happiness"
to strive for happiness..
there is oweys an obstacle...