June - August 2010 Collections

JUNE COLLECTION

Enroll For My Degree.



Hidayah's Sister Casual Weds Party.



Steamboating with officematez ;D



JULY COLLECTION
Volunteering For Standard Chartered KL Marathon 2010.

Loneranger!. meeting a lot of Cool Volunteers too.


MY first Watching English Theater! Shout The Musical at KLPAC



Introducing Asyura with my Faveret Ice-cream. TUTTI FRUTTI! :D



Mechatronic Summit ( July ):

Coordinate Summit with alliance Partner.



Military Ate Summit ( July ):

Emcee-ing & Coordinate Summit with Alliance Partner.



AUGUST COLLECTION
Won! Yuna's Album + Exclusive T-shirt!:D

May Collection

April Collection 2010

April Updates :

My First TUTTI FRUTTI session at TTDI


It was my CINTA PERTAMA on Tutti Frutti yo. WE had Fun Making the Empty Outlet to be the Havoc place ever . Tasha & siti were crazyyy.

Outing With Fadz , her bf . Meeting LiyanaJasmay & alexyong

Meeting & lepaq-ing with Fadz& her bf. Jumpe LiyanaJasmay :) minta dia sign my Cd which is LIyanajasmay Album . Terserempak with alex yoong kat mph. terus snap picca. haha.

ATE Exhibition

ATe exhibition. My exposer on handling the event .

Officemate wedding - kak malini

kak malini kawen. kat perak. saya sangat suka lalu kuala selangor. padiii hijaauuu. Chantekkkk. ok nampak kejakunan aku tak pernah tgk padi. then makan mentarang. sedapp yo!

24th Anniversary company

Free Food at office :)

Fish Manhantan with Kecik

Dapat Token. makan free kat fish manhanttan with kecik.

Karaoke with Engineers

After a Stressful day at work. our department p karuk. all the guys + me. hahaha. dun worry they were nice guy. semua dah ade awek kan.. so, tak de la kene kacau. yeaH!. Hebat sorang2 menjerit karaoke

Katakau! Scha & Reza at astro

To Support Scha. Teman Kak Ieja & Kak mimi.

P/s Birthday ayah.17/4 Beli kek for him. small celebration since he is tired. keje balik malam. :)

Olive You, Sister! 9 Dec.

Happy Bestday Sis - Sharina :D.
Because You Mean The WORLD for me. olive you,sis .



p/s "Olive You" is my other way to say " i luff you" (since i have a problem to say those 3 words directly).

pp/s The song Olive You by Dave day featuring Kimmi ( Those are my faveret Utuber) :)

Teater Birdy - KLPAC

Christopher Ling presents you “Birdy” which is about manhood and the friendship between Al and Birdy. Having been gone through the horrors of war, could their friendship and love help heal the trauma?

Six actors will take the play to stage starting from 2nd of December to 12th of December 2010. Viewers will enjoy the play, accompanied by filmic music which is further emphasized with the collaboration of a sound designer and cellist from klpac orchestra





p/s Almost crying watching this Manhood story. Very Deep & touched. Thanks ummi for the ticket>

Pray

Justin Bieber - Pray

Ohh Ohh Ohh .. and I pray
I just cant sleep tonight.
Knowing that things aint right.
Its in the papers, its on the tv, its everywhere that I go.
Children are crying.
Soldiers are dying
Some people don't have a home
But I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain, hey
Can you tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight.
And when I sit up, cause my dinner is still on my plate.
Ooo I got a vision, to make a difference.
And its starting today.

Cause I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain, hey

Haven`t tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray
For the broken-hearted.
I pray for the life not started
I pray for all the ones not breathing.
I pray for all the souls in need.
I pray. Can you give em one today.
I just cant sleep tonight
Can someone tell how to make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and I pray

I pray ..

Maher Zain - Inshaallah

Every time
You feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and that you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can't see which way to go
Don't despair
And never lose hope
'Cause Allah is always by your side

Chorus:
Insha Allah
Insha Allah
Insha Allah
You'll find your way

Every time
You commit one more mistake
You feel you can't repent and that it's way too late
You're so confused
Wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full shame
But don't despair
And never lose hope
Coz Allah is always by your side

Chorus

Turn to Allah
He's never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
Ya Allah
Guide my steps, don't let me go astray
You're the only one who can show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way

InshaAllah
InshaAllah
InshaAllah
We'll find the way

It's been tough time for me . i almost give up on everything i do . :(.

Should i Cry?

I have been lying about my feelings. it is now hurt me deeply. i tot that i was so strong. but in the end. i weak. i became weaker n weaker.

I lost my Dad on 16 Oct 2010. He passed away in front of me. untill now i am quite shocked about it. That was my 1st time feeling d stop nerves. Seeing how those "malaikat maut" menarik nyawa ayah from his body. i m totally freak out!!.

I always keep these memory inside. i m shocked . but i am thankful that ayah passed away with all of us were beside him.

The whole family is still mourning & gloomy until these days. while me. i had tough going thru all this. even my friends came to visit and gave me support. i still feel so broken and something was missing. But i am thankful for my friends which plays the supportive part. i adore you guys. even my sis sharina came to give support to me n my famili.Thanks Akak. Thanks for being here & hug me. really Appreciate it a lot. you know you mean the WORLD to me .

Awhile after. Those loss feeling is hurting deep inside, i dunno wat , how ,when i would be better. i feel HURT!. I get lost in many ways.i screw up many times. my life became slower than never. even how much i tried i failed. gloomy mourning is surrounding me. i start to feel the HEAT of depression. i became more sensitive inside. i feel alone. i feel useless. those the negative facts are sticking w me.


People keep saying "Sabar2". It's how they concern to us. but personally i get more hurt when i m listen to it. Might the words " Redha" is the magic words for me.it just more magnificence random words that i learned to get used to it.

Today!.

The loss that i feel is So BIG for me!!. I had tremendous LOSS just for this year . It was just not my father , but i loss some important people in my life. i dunno how to cope out with all these loss happened in just month after month skaligus.

I survived before , but why cant i survive Now?. Why cant i pass this phase with peace of mind.

I dun want to sccreww up again. n again. If i do.I m sorry. i never meant to do that . i swear.

maybe i should just cry. because i hold the tears for such along time. But everytime i tried to cry, the tears seems degil to fall down.

Obviously, i dunno what actually happening to me at the moment.

Dear Lord , Grant me the strength that i need.