Broken Soul

Hey 2009!

difficult time for me!I m Freaking DOWN! I AM DOWN!. nobody knew about it. It kills me A lot!!. myself broken. LOST!. Confuse! pain+ache inside me. Terribly hurt.

being so silent.so stress up.

i am so scared with what happened towards me. rase takut menyelubungi diriku waktu iNi. Trauma! Tapi aku tak mampu berkata ataupun bercerita.

I SO FRIGGGIIINNNGG SCARED!!!.

DEAR LORD, GRANT ME THE STRENGTH TO MAKE IT TRU ALL OF THIS.

sungguh aku tidak bermaya. TAK tertanggung lagi.Perlukah aku memikul "Ujian MU" ini hingga ke akhir hayat ku.

Aku Sujud padamu. Allahuakbar!

Koleksi Sehati Berdansa 3

Koleksi potrait Sehati Berdansa Musim ke 3.

every week p. cume certain week je dapat picca with bigbosh. be there to support her & to chill with kawan2.;) saya jumpe kawan baru di sana. dan kami pun masih berkawan sehingga kini. Awin & laily. ;) = "Geng GSB" .




Picca ni saya memang dicekik yee.. tak bernafas saya sekejap. ni gara2 kenakalan saya mengusik kak scha malam tu. amek ko!dah kene buli balik ngn kak scha.hahaha ;p

May wedding.

Wedding!!!

I HATE ATTENDING WEDDING OCCASION! I Dun no why. maybe sebab kene pakai baju kurung kot. HAHAHA .tapi wedding terpilih aje aku p. uhuks.

Tapi entah la. Wedding May ni. aku nak p pulak. May nii ex-collegemate aku dulu. kenal tak brape kenal sangat la. almaklumlah. budak pemalu macam aku ni mana ade ramai kawan. better tak ramai kot. sebab nanti aku gak sakit hati. hahahah ;p

ape2 la..

Majlis tu tenang & lancar sekali. Not bad sebenarnya Majlis Perkahwinan sebenarnya. tapi tak tahu la kenapa aku mmg tetap tak suke nak p WEDDING. psiko kan..nanti if ade jodoh aku nak kawen tak de orang datang cmner? Opps!

jumpe kawan2 kolej lama. aku ,zahida, tak sambung degree.lain semua smbg. suzanna bulan 6,2010-UNIKL..hurm..


Yang ni plak Couple yang nak amek berkat..cya la korunk..cepat2 seket kawen,k. pas degree kawen je..tak sabau nak makan nasi minyak korunk...Hadi+hanis , Kecik+Efi



P/S To my sis dear - sharina.i know u reading this. your wedding ct nak pegi. sila poskan kad walimaturus tu nanti k.;)

MUALLAF Movie Outing

Event : Muallaf Preview Screening
Venue : Cinelesuire Cathay cineplex,The Curve.
Time : 9.30pm
Date :16 December

THANKS TO TUPAI.COM For Free Tixes.

Finally , dapat tgk FILEM NI. lama dah terperap kan. Arwah yasmin Ahmad dah tak de baru nak tayang. ape la.. Bukan nye cencor sangat pun. haaaihhh..

Sebelum previe tuh. ade la artis2 datang makan2..uhuhu..kammi tak di jemput sekali.uhuhu..tak pe la.naseb baik la saya,sal,tasha dah makan. so, tunggu2.9.30pm masuk.

Nani.Alesya. brian. and adik arwah yasmin ahmad pun ade .orked namanye.

then greeting ngn mereka semua. borak ngn nani-senior at my high skewl dulu. then buckle up.;p the show start. ;)



Memang best. touching taw citer Muallaf ni. 1 malaysia betul la.

The best part is. saya suke how Rohani (s.Amani) & Rohana (s.alesya) hafal ayat alquran dan beberapa kitab. dan memahami. menjadikan yang bait-bait surah yang baik sebagai teladan. dan bukan nye nak menyimpang ke kemurtadan. cume mungkin masyarakat kite terlalu sensitif apabila hal sebegini di pertontonkan kepada awam.

Bukankah semua agama menyokong kebaikan.?? hurmmm..tak nak la komen lebeyh2!. saya bukan pandai sangat nak berdebat2 ni. takut pulak nanti kene saman..

uhuhu..

END!

Ignorant

i m having hard time.

macam-macam berlaku. deep inside or outside. tough one. but who cares?. setiap orang ade masalah kan. masalah saya ni bukan global matter yang satu dunia perlu tahu. even orang yang paling dekat pun tak perlu tahu. kerana if diorunk tahu pun. xde ape pun yang perlu dibantu. they gonna feel sorry for me. n maybe label me with - I am problem lil kiddo.xabes2 dgn masalah. get a life,la...

The only way i could do is : faking IT.

Just smile whenever me with people. FAKE IT. Then when me ALONE At my room. I CRIED OUT LOUD.

hahaha...

i am suxxx.

MY BIRTHDAY!!- PART 1.

ALHAMDULILAH. saya masih mampu menyambut hari lahir saya yang ke 22. it was the simple Yet meaningful celebration. ;)

I M blessed ;) Thanks every1 who wishing me that nitez. Love all of you ;). Mommy, I love you So very much!!;D

This is part 1 of the gifts i received on my birthday.

Enjoy the picca.


Black forest from my officematez - kak rusnita! Love Love..


My sis sharina selfmade baked macaroni. sangat craving for this since ramadhan month. Finally ade peluang nak rase. hikhk..had 1-2-1 moment with sis-sharina. giler lama xlepaq with her..It was Great! Love it.

This is the card on top of the macaroni box ;D

Suzanna gave me this. tak sangka dia nak belikan 4 me...Thanks suzanna. suke sanga cecelia Ahern ;D

Surprise by My childhood friend Syura and her Bestfriend -dayah. Ni kes balas dendam surprise party la ni. Now is my turn. Glad it's turn out to be BUBBA GUMP SHRIMP! DELICIOUS...;d

Dayah & Asyu took me to Cinema to watch 2012. Cerita yang penuh pengajaran..

to be continue...;)

sehati berdansa 3

u heard them. they separated now. sad..;( but wat to do??..dah tak de jodoh. we cant blame them kan. iklan celcom - jom kahwin hanya tinggal kenangan.uhuhu..semoga masing-masing akan bertemu dengan jodoh masing2 kelak. i m pray for the best for both of you. Especially for kak scha.;)

btw,semua tu xmenghalang both of them to work 2gether in SEHATI BERDANSA 3.work is work. THey have 2 be profesionAl kan. and i would say diorunk berjaya mengacarakan dengan baik sekali.

kami admins ke rakaman studio 1,nak beri support untuk kak scha,tanpa pengetahuan beliau..hehe..memulakan, rase agak pelik dengan cara pengacaraan beliau, mungkin kerana kami dah biasa dengan sifat DANIA beliau, bila dah formal rase mcm xkenal je..hehe..ampun kak scha..;s.

okke,enjoy the potrait kami...